But the time has also come to keep consistent record of parts of my life... mood swings, eating patterns and hormones!!

I'm wondering about whether or not the surges of temper I've been experiencing in recent times are justified or not. Yes, there's been a lot of emotional stuff going on, and I've not been at my best. I'm not living in the easiest situation, the wider situation is getting horrendous, and some of my other work is also going through a really difficult patch.

And, for most of the time there isn't a problem, I'm more than practised at the art of appearing cool, calm and collected, when really I'm on the verge of blowing my top or bursting into tears but I do worry that a pattern is beginning to emerge that is worth taking seriously.

Fear not, gentle readers, I'm not going to inflict this information on you!! You are forbearing enough about the ups and downs and Lost-ness of my Plot, without taking on the over-eating/under-eating, occasionally temper tantrum-y, tearful and hormonally challenged soul that is rampaging about the Plot from time to time!! But, I do need to do it..

Yeuck.